I do, and I always have. But I think that it stems from a desire to survive, and to control the enviornment around me in an effort to understand my life and why it was so freaking crazy. You see, if I know a lot about a lot of things, I'm less likely to be caught off guard and more likely to have the best possible outcome in a given situation. Or to have to place my trust in any one. Does that make any sense?