 The Skinny on My Big Fat Mistake Well I was happy to be asked to stop in and visit here again.
But I am sorry for any or all of the people who have been offended by any of my posts. Truth is, I do believe and have strong convictions that are actually a return to my foundation. That which I had known for so many a year and through many a day and night of both blessings and challenges.
I am perhaps a bit clumsy with the way I stated some things these days. Partly because I left here with some very hurt feelings. And that was with good reason, but I realize too, that I allowed those feelings to come back to me, though I had forgiven and let it go, before.
It is just like a dead cat, you can bury it, but if you leave the tail sticking out, you can always pull it out again. And I did!
So again, I am sorry.
I really should not have allowed myself so much time online debating now anyhow, for the way it was not a good use of the time I have to do other things that are essential here at home. So I guess idle hands are the devil's workshop as the saying goes.
I want everyone here, no matter what stand you take in any political, social, or spiritual claim to be blessed beyond measure. And to know I do mean that no matter what.
I know I have become a bit "addicted" to this forum now, cos I have thought over and over to bow out, and then I come back, reading and chomping at the bit to say something. I don't like how I did not with every post keep a relaxed mental attitude and I do not like how I logged in to post. Though I hold to my beliefs and have that right as much as anyone here, I can honestly say that nothing at all has been added to any of the more controversial debates from the first week that I first became a member here. The only way it was new to me, was cos I have had such a monumental paradigm shift, and guess I was like a young calf coming out of it's stall. Walking in the newness of conservatism, particularly social conservatism.
Even though I had held certain beliefs long ago, I never debated them or discussed them or put them to the test of confrontation from the opposite line of thought. I am sorry for any way my exercise in this test has insulted anyone here.
Now I am going to do something cos I need to not be logging in here. I thought about it and wondered how I could withstand the temptation...
I will be too embarrassed to ask the admin to retrieve my password. So I am going to change it and just close my eyes and hit a string of keys so I won't know what it is!!! Pretty good thinking, huh?
Okay, so God bless y'all here, there, everywhere, every day and always...
Love,
Bonnie aka OhDear
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